自从毕业以来,我都一直工作在村小。班级人数少,没有太多的日常管理工作。几年前合并到了小学部任三年班主任,班级人数由原来的8人一下子变成了42人,面对黑压压的一群孩子:里倒歪斜如不倒翁一样的坐姿;叽叽喳喳像小燕子一样的嘴巴。我站在讲台上,他们就像没看见我一样。我油然而生一种无力感,理想是丰满的,现实却是骨感的。我感受到了一种前所未有的压力。而且,这个班级在不到三年的时间频繁更换了五任班主任,班级里的情况大家可能比 Since I graduated, I have been working in the village. Less class size, not too much day-to-day management. A few years ago merged into primary school for three years as head teacher, the class number from the original 8 suddenly became 42, the face of a group of children under pressure: down tilt as tumbler-like sitting; twitter like a swallow the same mouth . I stood on the podium, they just did not see me. I felt spontaneously a sense of powerlessness, the ideal is full, the reality is a sense of bone. I feel an unprecedented pressure. Moreover, this class has frequently replaced five class teachers in less than three years, the situation in the class may be more than