在十七岁之前,在遇到许陌染之前,赵永乐一直觉得自己的生活很苍白很寂寞。当然,这里的苍白和寂寞都是抽象的字眼,以她小小的脑袋自然是不能明白的。但后来当她语无伦次词不达意地向许陌染描述她之前的生活状态的时候,许陌染很酷地用了这两个词语来作概括。于是她便觉得是这样的。 Prior to the age of seventeen, Zhao Yongle felt that his life was pale and lonely until he encountered any strangers. Of course, the paleness and loneliness here are abstract words that naturally can not be understood by her little head. Later, however, she made a cruel use of these two words to summarize her incoherent words when she was not interested in describing the life before her. So she felt like this.