我是高一学生,这学期以来,学习任务繁重。我不堪重负,成绩一落千丈,除语文马马虎虎外,其他7门一塌糊涂。我在实验班,可是上学期,一个在普通班的朋友竟然比我高四五十分。我诧异不已,同时也气馁了,害怕遇到他,更怕别人问我的成绩。我的心理压力很大,因为我的家境不太好,父母把希望都寄托在我的身上。为了不辜负他们,我想重新振作起来,可我一个人住宿在外,又没有什么好朋友,也没有人和我谈心,听我诉说,更没有人鼓励我。我扔不掉心理包袱,无法振作起来,每天都是浑浑噩噩地过,总觉得低人一等。我感觉好孤单好寂寞,学得好累,活得也很累。我害怕碰见老师、 I am a high school student. Since this semester, I have had heavy learning tasks. I was overwhelmed and my performance plummeted. Apart from the language of the language, the other seven were in a mess. I was in the experimental class, but in the last semester, a friend in the ordinary class was actually 40 to 50 degrees higher than me. I am very surprised, but also discouraged, afraid to meet him, more afraid of people asking me the results. My psychological pressure was great because my family was not so good and my parents pinned my hopes on me. In order to live up to them, I want to rejuvenate, but I stay alone, no good friends, no one talks to me, listen to me, no one encourages me. I can’t throw away my psychological burden, I can’t get up, and I’m always stunned. I always feel inferior. I feel so lonely and lonely, learning to be tired, and living very tired. I am afraid to meet the teacher,